Im trying to make sense of everything thats happened. I also realize that I have an addiction I need to address. It's not drugs and it's not alcohol but just as destructive. I made an appointment to talk to someone about it.
That's the first step, Jason. Other things, are just things, and can be replaced. You have to get the help you need or guidance from a pro. You have everything to live for, you're young. You can do it! We are all behind you my Buick brother.
Kudos to you brother. The biggest step is to admit that something gets the best of us. The second biggest step is to open up and the need to talk with someone about it. Believe me you are not alone.
Jason, my advice is to look at the past, it may be difficult but you will probably find skills and techniques that you used in the past to manage tough times. Gentlemen of this board, please keep an eye out for each other. There is something about middle aged white men, that’s not always quite right. OCD? That’s why we are here, to obsess about valve lash, compression ratios, and badge alignment. I have lost a father, a brother, and numerous friends to this. I'm not sure what to call it as it has reared its miserable existence to me in the past. I guess like most machines its all about proper maintenance.
Prayers for you my man!! We all have or issues but as the military told me fight until you have no means to resist. Admittance is 1st and your there. A get well plan, process and recovery are next. Noone ever said it was easy but no you are loved by a bunch of wrench turning knuckle heads. We got your back!
Do you have a serviceable 70 Gs grille , taillight lenses amd headlight bezels? For a racecar, so don’t need to be too nice. Thanks. Fish Ps positive thoughts going out to you amd don’t hesitate to reach out for help,we’re all here for each other
