Many of you that know me know how proud I am of my family. This is the strongest with my wife Jenn and our 2 boys Sean and Steven. Steven had gotten injured while in the Marines and had multiple surgeries and procedures to address his injuries. He had been in so much pain the last few years that he was physically and mentally exhausted. He just found out that he would need more surgery and his personal life took a negative turn Friday. After a 2 hour heart felt and compassioned plea from me, he took his own life. I tried through the day Saturday to find anything but had started to think the worst. That "worst" was realized Sunday (today) at 1am when 2 Marines and our town Police officer showed up. I will not necessarily be here much for a bit, maybe I will need my friends here to see clearly through this . If I have anything going on with anyone here please remind me and sorry if I come across harshly. There is just so much to schedule and deal with. I'm so happy that I was there on more than one occasion to hear him speak of his love for the Lord. Sad to see what and how outside influences can push a person past where a family can't bring them back..... Here is a picture of Steven and why I'm so proud of him. Love you Bud... See you again one day my Son.